okokokokokok~ ahahahah~

lol~ tiada yg lagi boring karrrr? ahahahahah~

my goodness me~ m so freaking bored to death okay~ ahahhaha~ but lol~ i tot i went 4 movie marathon just now? n ya~ wait~ i tot i was lepaking 4 2days straight? ahhahah~ but y m i still feeling so daymnnnn freaking bored at night? ahahhaha~ tot i had a busy day? like everyday? not enuf busy larrr? ahahahahahha~

haishhh~done wid coaching~ training n tournament~ wht is next? a lazy day~ everyday? i dont think so~ hhihiihihihi~ hang out wid bestie~ marianne~ girl talk~ love it love it~
n d clock shows 0042~ its wednesday~ gashhhh~ 3more weeks n d sch reopen? urghhhhh~

lots 2 talk about~ but i cant get it out my chest~ chest or mind? ahahha~ lol~ what is wrong wid me? i really need myself~ 2 b as good as strong as b4~ ahhahaha~ i knw~ ppl change~ big time~ n its undeniably effects me in many ways~ better yet still~ m gonna live my life to its fullest m i? ahahhaha~ okay~ i must berdisiplin like hell~ hahaha~ u want 6packs like old time? ba start2 la training okeh? ahahhaha~ used to jog more than 6km kan? ba~ bila mau jog ni? mcm tutttt ja tu lemak menggeleber~ bida okies? ahahahahha~

karate... tiada guna tu belt if tda training ahahahha~ jadi? pnya pemalas la sda sekarang? haihhhh~ ahhahahaha~swimming pn tiada kan skrg? makan makan makan mcm paus la~ then when u got d fats~ u make a big fuss bout it~ start complaining 2 those who malas want 2 layan u whine like tutttt that? ahahhahaha~ my goodness~ wake up wake up~ ahahahah~ if sda active ~ used 2 b active~ u cant stop~ later bkn lg badan penguin~ ko mau jadi badak sumbu? a cute hipo? ahahhahah~ no rite~ ahahhaha~ ok ok~ jadi~ start bila tu? nex week? ahahahh~ adoi~ i need 2 rest myself ba kan? lots of old injury? my thumb thigh n ankle? later nda dapat main netball~ nda ka menangis tu? ahahahhahaha~ c~ another excuse~ ahahhaha~ boooo~

ok ok ok~ i will b berdisiplin ok~ 4 a hotter cuter me~ aiseh~ like shit ow~ tampar sikit~ ahhahahahah~ haihhh~ my dear self~ u live ur own life :) u r d 1 who can change ur life~ its all in ur hand~ lol~ c~ u knw it~ but~ y? ahahahha~ c never give up okies~ have faith~ like seriously :)

new year's coming soon bebeh~ go go wid uplifted spirits~ new motivation n new u bebeh~ ahahahah~ ba boleh tu moi~ hhihihih~

love love~ xo me :)

eee~ tlg tlg~ ahahahha~

yaiii~ pls dun make me puke okiessss~ ahahhaah~

im not ur baby im not ur dear im not ur honey bunny whtever **** u ppl call mua~ no~ im not ok~

urghhh~ hate it~ dont dear me la ok~ pls la~ omg~

hw many girls u sweet talk to~ doi~ lol btul~ ahahahhaa~

play hard 2 get? u r not even bothered~

play hard 2 want? u r not even considered~ ahahahahaha~ epic~ ahahahaahaha :D

ow me gashhhh~ hik :P

gash~ am totally exhausted~ kursus kejurulatihan~ baaa~ am a coach now~ ceh~ like tuutttt okayyy~ ahahahha~ not official yet~ as i havent got d license but~ ya~ considered me one~ aiseh~ ahahhaha~


cannot wait 2 play n teach those students who lovesssss netball like me~ crazy bout netball who will never care about injuries etc~ ahahah~ who loves to play n eager 2 learn~ 


urrgggghhh~ how i missed d old glory dayssss~ training hard like there is no 2mro~ n now im planning of doin d 3months coaching plan 4 my school team~ gotta b prepared rite~ as kak dora started her training already~ 


as a new teacher at new school~ surely got lots of disadvantage~ peeps (d senior or those ppl who think they r good above anyone else but d truth is~ they r not even good~ a poser~ who lovessss to trip like they knw it all~) will surely think im this n that n not capable of doin things~ but~ if its netball ure talking about~ hurmmm~ ahahahahha~ my goodness~ u better knw~ this is my thing~ okay? ahahahhaha~ just leave it 2 d pro~ hahhahah~ haishhh~ mcm tutttttt btul~ bgs d tampar~ ahahahhaha~

my gashhh~ im just soooo excited~ im pretty much competitive~ i want my sch to win~ i just want 2 train my students~ i want them 2 b good~ i want them 2 have skills~ 2 know how 2 think while playing~ i dont want a dumb player~ who plays like kerbau~ i want them 2 play as good as state players? ahahhaha~ its not impossible u knw~ hopefully i can get good cooperation~ if d sch dont want me~ others wants me okayyy~ ahahahhaha~ haishhhh~ seriously~ im so full of myself 2day~ overly confident is not a good sign~ ahahahahah~ like seriously? ahahahahhaha~


oh my gash~ talking about school huh~ like~ urghhhhh~ seriously~  i know rite~ ahahha~ hw stubborn i am~ ahahha~

lol~ i knw ba~ nd 2 tuuuttttt n tutttt~ ahhha~ but stil~

u ppl no need 2 critize other ppl~ u tink u r on d top noch ody meh? pls la~ not even~

ya la~ maybe u guys r abit more la konon~ bt stil~

not forcing bt i can feel~ i can sense d so called u must ths n ths n think i was d tuuttt 1~

im d minority~ so i keep silence but it does not mean idk anythg okies~ farkkkk ya~ ahahahahahah~

lol~ mind my language~ ahahahahahaha~ 

ehhh~ its school holidays okies~ pls~ enjoy ur sch holidays bebehhhh~ no need 2 think about not important peeps that okies? aahhahaha~

how i just love dear me myself n I :)

yeah~ u may talk to me~ make me laugh n say the sweetest things~ but~ how many other girls are u doing that to~

gosh... i should not fell 4 that stupid lame talk... hahaha~

but i did~ hahaha~ n i should run 4 it right~ b4 it get worst? girl, u r smart enough n u know how 2 take care of urself so... don't make others make a fool of u... hahaha~ aite? :)

gosh~ u r a sweet talker... u r creepy n really scary dude~ how can u did this~ like i can tell that u hv been doing this thing 4 quite some time n really good at it~ n many fell 4 it~ urgh~ i can see right thru u but i dont know y i am still ok wif it~ like u've charmed n hypnotized me~ hahaha~ nah... it is my stupidity really tht make me stay~ hahaha~ wic is not good n it will eventually mk u sorry in d future~ u r awesome girl, run 4 it... u dont need the lame talker... hahahah~ d joke is on u really :)

think about this~ even tht particular person is very good in convincing u whtsoever, thr must b a trick up in d sleeve ok~ not even replying, not even asking whtr u r ok o not, not even bother 2 care about u ok~ wic is shitty cuz u always been treated like a princess ok n y u want 2 bother about some cool dude n d thrill of it~ come on girl~ u r smart n u deserve better :)

think again~ the 'L' word... very easy lingering around his lips right~ u cant love ppl at 1st sight... it is not love... it is just a sighting, a good sight... love has meaning ok~ a deep one... it involve emotions actions, sincerity n integrity... honesty n respect towards each other... does tht particular person hv any of these characteristics? a big NO right~ see girl... u can think... ur mind is in d right track but ur heart is not properly attached 2 any sense right now... i advise u... run ok...

others will always be with u no matter what... silly decisions r made all d time but u hv 2 think properly b4 u tk any action ok~ they can say whtever they like bt it is u, u hv 2 filter everythg n mk sense of any of d s*** they said ok :) i believe in u girl... u always made me proud n u always tk a smart good move right~ so do it again n again n again :) u r strong n driven... u know tht deep inside right~

everything will turn out fine~ it is a matter of time~ ok~ :)

have faith :)

be strong~

be good~

do take care ok~

i will always love u, ok my dear self~ hahahaaha~

cheers,

me myself & i :)

grrrr~

sigh~ am quite sad today~ should b happy~ i knw~ but still~

i was thinking of him~ again~ n i cried myself 2 sleep~ gashhhh~ i knw~ 

i must b strong etc~ but still~ i hate it when im not feeling myself~ urghhhhh~

like pls la~ go away k~ if i can just erase all d memories wid u~ i want it above all~ cuz d betrayal is just so daymmmnnnn hurts okay~

shoo shoo d sad feelings okay? i love myself~ like always~ hik~ ^^

uhhh really? ;)

Cancer

Someone as sensitive as you are needs to be surrounded with others who understand the depth of your feelings and can cope with your shifting moods. Pisces and Scorpio will always be sympathetic and supportive when you need it most. Look to a Leo when you need someone to help you assert yourself the way you know that you should. Taurus will always be a stabilizing force, and you'll find yourself drawn into their favorite activities because you know you can depend on them for a good time. But you'll also find Libra and Aries easy to live with and around. Their ability to get people moving will blend well with your nurturing attitude, and allow you to see big decisions from similar perspectives.

those were d days~ ihihihihi~

its been a while since high school :)

i really miss those days~

back when i am still young~ carefree~ n innocent~

yayyy~ ahahahha~